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The Great Escape - Boys Like Girls

Sun, 14 Dec 2008 01:46:49 GMT

Paper bags and plastic hearts
All our belongings in shopping carts
It's goodbye
But we got one more night
Let's get drunk and ride around
And make peace with an empty town
We can make it right

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight

Tonight will change our lives
It's so good to be by your side
But we'll cry
We won't give up the fight
We'll scream loud at the top of our lungs
And they'll think it's just cause we're young
And we'll feel so alive

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight

All of the wasted time
Hours that were left behind me
Answers that we'll never find
They don't mean a thing tonight

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight

Go Figure, be nice kids.

xoxo.

(Profile)

Thu, 11 Dec 2008 02:05:33 GMT

You know what? This is my profile so it's supposed to be ME right? So here comes the list!

My name is Estelle and it happens to be French. (ok that's pretty obvious)
I am a female.
I like making lists.
I'm a book addict/avid reader/geek.
I'm a Soprano in the school Choir.
I like a capella music, especially by Key Elements cos i think they are cool.
I prefer Hong Kong Dramas to Singapore ones.
I the Student Council.
I may be a little anti-social sometimes.
Even though i think staring is rude, I do stare at people without knowing.
I like to swim, but i usually don't have the time to swim.
I jog to destress myself.
I would like to compose my own song, once i've got the right words.
I do love receiving and giving surprises.
I like to sing, who doesn't?
I'm not very good at Chinese, or Geography.
I dislike Trigonometry, especially the formulae like double angle formula and the addition formula.
I do enjoy an occassional retail therapy.
I love Additional Math and i am willing to spend my entire day solving those equations.
I take Biology.
I like sunflowers.
As you can see, i am a very random person.
I think i feel guilty many times a day (like now).
I prefer vanilla and cookies &cream to any other flavours of cakes/ice cream/ biscuits et cetra.
Sometimes at home, i don't talk at all.
I love the Sun.
I feel insulted when people pronounces my name/the word Choir/any other words wrongly, especially if they are not English. (ok who cares about Chinese! hahah)
I think i laugh a lot.
Sometimes i'm a Clean Freak.
I like any form of music so long it's they are soothing and not screamo or techno or bizarre.

Last but not least, i like guys like them.

Guilt runs in my Blood

Thu, 11 Dec 2008 01:09:26 GMT

Yesterday i went to get my resignation letter. I cried, finally. Those tears have been trapped within my entire body ever since my mum made the phone call to my boss. Charmiane (my boss) was still calm and she totally understood how i felt and she even comforted me. She is the nicest boss ever. She also says i'm always welcome to work again next year. Hmmm, i feel so guilty right now. And later i'll have to go return my uniform. I sort of dislike my mum. She doesn't trust me. First my dad, now my mum. What next?

I wanna go swimming today, it's such a splendid day for a swim.

Before i end, i would like to educate whoever who's reading my blog about the term rsvp.
It's actually French for répondez s'il vous plaît: répondez means respond and s'il vous plaît means please so, rsvp actually means please respond! (oh yeah, i feel like a French now)

xoxo.

PS: Jurong Point has transformed from mega old to mega cool!

Turn around and laugh at me for all i care

Tue, 09 Dec 2008 23:44:42 GMT

It happened, earlier than expected.
I knew Mum would make me quit the job, but i didn't know it'll be that quick, like when i have not even started on the job yet. It's ridiculous! I even made 2 cool new friends yesterday, during Orientation. We even exchanged phone numbers and email addresses. We talked about many stuff and we couldn't wait until our first shift on Friday! There's even cool and nice-looking guys in the crew! And now, the next time i'll ever see 'em and the guys and the rest of the crew is when i sign my resignation letter.

It's stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid.
The worst part is no tears are willing to come out.

Okay, on the brighter note, i'll have plenty of time to study and catch up on Chemistry and Chinese. Isn't that wonderful? (roll my eyes) Let me rephrase it, i'll have plenty of time to go out with my friends and spend lots of money and be so guilty and have my parents nag at me for spending money and i'll tell 'em it's not my fault and they'll start arguing with me and that's when i feel all sad and emo again.

This could be the best time to put my music thoery into use and compose my own song, isin't it?

xoxo.

I'm obviously not a Revenge kind of person

Mon, 08 Dec 2008 11:33:37 GMT

Okay whatever i've said by 'It's Payback Time' is bullshit because i don't ever think that is ever going to happen in a trillion agazillion million mole of years, believe me. I have no idea how on Earth do you handle a pathetic, mean, evil, greedy, selfish, brainless, blood-related dearest sister when it comes to things like revenge.

(Oh my sister thinks her pet is dying! Hurray. Ok now i feel a tad guilty just the second i typed that out.)

Yesterday i had the sweetest dream ever that i never wanna wake from. I dreamt that i met Joe Jonas, not only that, i sang with him, talked to him as if i've known him since we were crying in our mum's arms and i think we held hands. Oh i am so happy and satisfied. In the dream, we were at some concert hall, probably Victoria Concert Hall and we were in our choirs. (Ok in the dream, Joe sang in a choir and i was with my choir) After our exchange, and our choirs were walking side by side and somehow it seemed like i was the only one who noticed that mega cute Joe Jonas was in the room, breathing the same air as we do. I called out to him and we talked a lot and sang songs by himself, Camp Rock and some other which i cannot remember. I felt as though i was Demi Lovato from Camp Rock.

Aw what bliss.

I miss Joe.

xoxo.

Do the conversion woman!

Sun, 07 Dec 2008 08:02:54 GMT

Me is happy because for the first time in my life, i have so many tags! Thank you everyone! Hui Shi's in China and i feel awfully bored without her. (hahahaha)

Ms Angie was rather entertaining yesterday morning during my A Math class. She told us many stories (as usual) and she went on about praising herself for many many things like creating such wonderful punishments for those who are reluctant to complete or submit their homework on time. She talked about many stuff yesterday, about how many students loved her and appreciated her unlike the Saturday class students(We do appreciate you! ) and how much the students hate to leave her when they graduate from her class. She also mentioned her conversation and why she went to perm her hair.

Ms Angie's sister: Hey i'm getting married. Go do something about your hair and come to my wedding.
Ms Angie went to perm her hair as if she stuck maggie mee on her head.
Ms Angie's sister: Eh yo, now you look even older. Don't come to my wedding la.

How mean can sisters get? And i cannot believe Ms Angie is only 42 years old! Mum nearly choked when i told her that.

Ok why that title as today's post?
Yesterday i went online and i chatted with Yentil(who's currently still in KL) and i went: Are converse shoes cheaper over there? So she said she'll check it out for me. Yay, she's such a sweetie. Plus, she's coming back! Yes i wanna go out with her!

People whom i wanna go out with and why
Wei Le: Cos we need to
Hui Shi: It's a tradition, to let our hair down
Anginn: For the Choral Fest Opening Ceremony
2A: I 'em
Yentil (who's in KL): I miss her
Hui Ying: We both need to get a breather from a parents
Student Council: They are nice people
Choir: They are like family, plus it has been a long time since we've had an outing
Choir Comm: Yay i love 'em too.
6B: We need to catch up, again!
Shu Zhen (who's in Colorado): I haven't seen her in ages!

And now, for the happiest moment of my life, TAG REPLIES!
Rachel: yes ok no i won't kill her cos if i do that, i'll be sent to the Girls' Home and she'll take over my computer. NOT GOING TO HAPPEN!
JAYY: Well said
WEILE: Chill woman! Go ahead and slap 'em once we've received the food.
Shireen: hahaha ok
Syiqs: She is our dear Anginn.
WEILE: That's HUISHI'S HOUSE!!!! hahaha
Gabra: HUH? oh ok ok ok. Yes sir

xoxo.

I would like to be addressed in my French name please

Thu, 04 Dec 2008 23:37:05 GMT

It's funny how some people address you by your Chinese name when you actually have an English name. Only Mum calls me by my Chinese name. Dad always gets mixed up between my name and my sisters' name so oh well. I sound so boring i think i'm turning into a very boring person.

In the middle of last night, i woke up laughing/giggling to myself. () It was so shocking yet funny. I dreamt of my primary schoolmates and secondary schoolmates altogether, as two classes-3A and 3B. How hilarious. Then we were in this auditorium taking class photo or something. And we were to try on something like the skyride in Sentosa? Okay it was weird.

Then the second dream i had was that we were in the school play/drama club or something and we were asked to do a murder scene and i had to be the victim. The venue was around the school and it wasn't filemed or anything. It was so weird. We just did the acting and the teachers had to solve the mystery like they were the police/investigators. So i was stabbed, at the side of my abdomen, probably where my large intestines lie. So all i had to do was lie on the floor and wait for people to find me. But no one noticed me so i walked to a more noticeable place(ok this sounds so weird). Then i was many teachers walking and looking at me. I saw Mdm Pamela(current English teacher), Mrs Laura Yan(my primary school Music teacher) and the rest were blurred so i couldn't see their faces. And then all i remembered was running and stuff like that. Being dragged around and everything. Ok this is so weird.

Yesterday was the first part of the balcony make-over session. They drilled on the floor of the balcony which was scary because i was so afraid that the whole flooring will just fall and the workers will end up in the 20th floor instead of the 21st floor. hahaha ok i am not making any sense.

i'm talking to Mr J Ong right now! Yay.

xoxo.

Holiday=Study Time=Boredom=Blogging

Wed, 03 Dec 2008 23:49:57 GMT

I've been having bad dreams lately. Ok maybe they aren't considered bad, but they all have to do with school and choir practices. This means i'm stress? I guess so. I don't want to dream about those stuff. It's the holidays now, for god's sake! Last night i dreamt of Mr Tham training us for SYF, again. Two nights ago, i dreamt of my primary school relief teacher and my Chemistry teacher.

Yesterday i was thinking about school after General Meeting(What's this whole point of togetherness when half the Student Council wasn't even there for GM? What's more, one-third of the people who were present, were late! Are we really considered a SC? With this attitude? I don't think so.) and so i decided to come up with a list, in my head(Lists are fun! )

Things to bring on the 1st Day of school
Sense of homour
More Centre of Gravity(so i won't fall, again)
Brains
Nice hair
half-filled stomach
report book
punctuality
nice handwriting
Empty School Bag
Calculator
Smiley face
my voice
MONEY
Manners
Jokes!
Positive Attitude

I've been using the internet just to play Pet Society every single day for 2hours. Then doing Chinese homework. This is the life. Ok i shouldn't complain because i'll have to be really really prepared for the toughiest, most important, tricky, insertyourownadjectiveshere papers next year. I'm scared.

xoxo.

If that's what you want, it's exactly what you'll get.

Tue, 02 Dec 2008 23:52:11 GMT

Okay let's see.

I have a Orthodontist's appointment later, he's going to hate me for life because the last bracket of my lower jaw came out two weeks ago and i didn't confess it to him as soon as possible so he's probably going to hate me and not let me change the colour. Seeeeeeeee, Argh why?!?!?!?

I've actually started on my Chinese homework and i'm addicted to it.

Argh i cannot believe it! I trusted my sister with my laptop to do her stuff, to play pet society. And what did i get in return? She actually hacked into my facebook account, changed the password, used my account in Pet Society and spent/lost 8000coins. MY HARD EARNED 8000 COINS! Plus, she sold ALL my stuff away.

That's it.

It's payback time.

xoxo.

Money makes the world go round

Tue, 02 Dec 2008 02:30:34 GMT

Today i decided to lists stuff.

Things I feel guilty about
When sitting on the Priority Seat in the MRT
Pressing the buzzer on the bus at the wrong stop
Keeping a secret
Liking someone
Using the internet
Squishing a bug
Eating an apple
Eating Pizza
Go swimming by myself
Not doing Chinese homework
Not practicing piano
Giving the choir punishment
Blogging
Ditching both 3A and 2A class blog for the choir blog
Singing off-key
Wearing my mum's shoes
Spending money
Not liking Singapore Dramas
Missing Choir Practices for GMs
Missing SC events
Having so many clothes

xoxo